Sometimes I feel like a hopeless romantic. Sometimes I feel sex crazed. Sometimes I feel like a psycho killer. Sometimes I feel free. Sometimes I feel fucking useless. Sometimes I feel like a hollow room. Sometimes I feel like I’m on top of the world.
I can’t wait for smiling in between kisses, being a tourist with you, commerce casino, sleeping on your butt, lots of showers, the sound of your voice, our language barrier, hotel rooms, sushi, your pale ass skin, shooting guns, showing you off, our love for lube, sharing music and the way you make me feel alive.
You know. If I could just just choke you until you turn purple. Punch you in the fucking face. Perhaps give you a nice shower so you can smell good and then revive your cock and your stupid sexy lips.I would feel a lot better about how fucking clueless you are sometimes.
ASS.CUDDLING.THAI FOOD. ICECREAM.VALLEY BAE<3
Cellphone picture post from my boring life.
I just bought senses fail tickets for me and my sister. DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW FUCKING HAPPY I AM?! LET IT ENFOLD YOU 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TOUR. That album tho <3 #crying
$HOOT IN THE MORNING.
INTERVIEW AT 1PM
THEN I GET TO SEE MY SLEEPY BAE
I have a 3rd interview on Thursday !!
wish me luck! I need this!! <333
I got some texts from an old lover of mine.And he spoke to me about not being honest with him.Before I never understood why he thought that.But I see it so much now.Sometimes I’m just not an honest person and even though I tell people how I feel.And can be very honest there are just some things I like to keep to myself.Things that are for me. I’m an open book ,but I don’t need someone knowing everything about me. But maybe that’s what a relationship is supposed to be like and maybe that’s where I’ve fucked up. I’m very selfish and I have too much pride. I’m just bad at communicating and it’s easier for me to write things down then talk about them.Hence why I’ve had a blog since I was like 12.RELEASE. Also why I like writing love letters.I’ve written a few love letters I’ve never gave away just because I’ve felt stupid. I shouldn’t put love and weakness together. But I feel like I do that. I just don’t like other people having control of me. And if someone has my heart that means they are in control. Fuck no. Mang after last night.I feel so much negative energy and I don’t like this at all. Just thinking about feelings and people and babes are freaking me out. I just need to fucking relax…Ughhhhhh Eh I think Tom Jones will cheer me up.
Everytime I try to be cute, I just end up wearing a flannel. FLANNELS ARE FOREVER.
Things I’ve learned from dating/lusting/being in love.
If he doesn’t flake on you well that’s just fucking awesome. Too many times have I had people flake on me.. If he makes plans with you rather than Oh “i’ll let you know” then he actualy wants to chill with you. If a man can’t even make plans with you, he isn’t very interested in you. If you feel something off about him. RUN. Or ride it out and get fucked over later. I can feel when someone is being sketchy. I’m not stupid, I know how boys play this game. I’ve done it. If he lies to you, he will lie to you again. If you never talk about “only dating/fucking eachother. You both have the right to date/fuck whoever you want. It’s your body/your feelings. CONSIDER YOURSELF. Being selfish is okay. Don’t text fight that shit doesn’t get you anywhere. Try to meet in person and be calm. LISTEN. JUST LISTEN. Get rid of your pride. That is really hard for me to do. Ugh.If you’re leading someone on just for kicks WELL you’re an asshole. NO one deserves that… If someone is texting you and you’re not into them. Don’t feel obligated to text them just because you feel bad. You don’t need to hangout with anyone you’re not into. If he fucks you and cums very fast and doesn’t even try to finger you/kiss your privates. LEAVE HIM. That shit doesn’t fly. If your sex life begins to suck, your love life will end up sucking. People want to feel wanted. Shit, I want to feel wanted.. WHO DOESN’T WANT TO FEEL WANTED? Cuddle the fuck out of that boy/girl. Unless you know you guys are just “fucking”. That might scare them. If you are just fucking someone. Don’t kick them out so fast right after, chill dude. That’s just not nice.. No matter how casual the sex is.. OOoo If he asks you out on a date he just might actually want to get to know you/ if he asks you to see a movie at his place HE probably wants to fuck the shit out of you. Just sayin’, everyone knows that. Or is that wrong? Idk this is just me rambling about experiences. Don’t you ever feel bad about how many people you’ve been with. Those are your experiences, LIVE IN THEM. Hmm if he invites you to hangout with his friends. HE LIKES YOU. That’s a for sure thing. No man brings you around their friends unless they like you. Shit even if I like someone a lot, I still feel weird about bringing people around my friends. That is a huge step.. It’s important. Also if a boy calls you, he’s pretty awesome. People should talk on the phone more often. Texting doesn’t do enough. Ahh and if he gives you random gifts/makes you things that’s another sign of someone that likes you. I don’t make people things and put my time into things unless I’m into them. POINT BLANK. LOL I SAID POINT BLANK. oh yes and if he doesn’t post/follow you on social media shit.He’s frontin’ and if you actually like this fool.You should reconsider.Unless he’s a super private person.But even then… Blah <3 If you have any questions. Let me be your Dr. Phil ahhaha