I’m not going to say this was a good year. I’m not going to say it was bad either. I’ve fallen in love. Oh you know that twisted kind of fucked up love,but it was still love. It hurt ,but at the same time it felt good. I think I like getting hurt. I think I like hurting people. I always wanted to know the whole deal? Like why do people cry when they love someone? Well, I get it now and it sucks. But hey that’s just another experience. And I’m glad I’m taking it that way. Why so serious? Okay so this is just going to be a bunch of random thoughts piled in one huge post. A huge year vent.. I guess, I can say that. I’m so glad that my friend Tatiana is back in my life. I love her so much, all I can say this year wouldn’t be the same without her. Arts & crafts baby! I fell inlove with slide film this year, I also shot a lot more film. I didn’t really work on as much projects as I wanted to. But that’s okay cause I have next year. I used to shoot a lot because I liked fashion that’s why I always shot models constantly. I realized I don’t even like fashion. I just like taking photographs. Posing people is tuff.. That’s still something I must learn. I just need to stay positive. I had one of the best summers of my whole entire life. No lie. It was grand, hiking, lots of hiking and hanging out with my favorite people and maryjane. It really couldn’t get any better than that. Or just laying in the sun and looking up at the clouds. I swear I could see the globe, we were in a fucking bubble. And as lame as it sounds I felt infinite. But maybe that was just the weed talking. Oh hey.. Pepsi Maxxxx, I love you. That is all. I turned twenty one this year. And I went to Vegas, it was was everything I dreamed of. As in if I’m dreaming of perverts, cigarette air and filth. I loved it ,but I definitely don’t want to go back for a very long time. Damn, I fell inlove in vegas ,but was cock blocked.Maybe that was a good thing because he must have been in his late 30s. I don’t care he was fucking gorgeous. Suprisingly I didn’t french kiss anyone in Vegas. Oh speaking of french kissing. I had some great french kissing experiences oh you know the kind that you feel like your floating? That was a good part of the year. As you all I know, I like them young. But 2011 has made me appreciate older men. As in they know how to eat pussy. That was RAW, I’m not sorry for that. I’m typing a lot and I’m rambling. I’m good at rambling.I went secret streaking ,but that’s not really a secret is it? Well now you know, it was awesome. Can’t really find another word for it. But I want to do it again. I’ve kind of lost my whole work out drive. I mean I still work out ,but not 5 times a week anymore. I will get back on this shit. I need to stay healthy haha :3 Or atleast healthy enough. I want to be strong and do fun things. My sex life this year was shit for the first half ,but after that it was pretty okay. I think I just like to do it too much. Or maybe the man I loved didn’t like to do it enough with me. Sad days.. My little sister changed rooms and now she moved to the guest room upstairs :D That definitely made the year better too. I keep saying I’m inlove. But my little sister and I are really in love. I’ve never loved a person so much, it’s ridiculous. Were soulmates without the na$ty. But there is lots of cuddling involved. I took a lot of webcam pictures this year. I bet you all know. I didn’t do too much digital photography. Hmm.. My best friend X-tine lived with me on the weekends for a good time of the year. I like how my parents ask for her when she doesn’t sleep over. This year I also grew a lot closer to my neighbor Jaymie. I mean we were already really close ,but fuck. She is the coolest 16 year old on this damn planet, along with Simran, Nirra and Shea. Sometimes I feel like I’m still 16 maybe it’s because I get along with them so well.. Or maybe I just get along with everyone. Age really doesn’t mean shit.. I’m also super glad that my BFF Manny is back in my life and he’s my running buddy :D For awhile it was just my best friend Christine, Josh and Mondo. We were four ,but now our group is six with Tatiana & Manny! I love old/new friends. It’s like an old rekindled flame… ? Uh what? I should probably go back to sleep now. This really isn’t summing up the year. But if it wasn’t for my friends and sisters. This year would have sucked.. I love you all.
Last night turned out to be so much fun.I love how my best friends sisters were like make that guy buy you a drink.Is it really that easy?The answer is yes lol. I honestly didn’t even care. On another note, I love dancing!
I’m kind of a hoarder. I like cute things, stationary, toy guns, random bunny ear hats, beards, clothes, more clothes, books, lots of books, cameras, paint. Idk ,but a lot of things. My best friend Tatiana is kind of the same way. So since I cleaned out my room the other day. I helped her clean out hers ,but because of that. Now I have a whole bag of fun. Yes, she gave me ice cream erasers, hello kitty address cards, an ipod stereo, gloves, crossword puzzle book. And she let me borrow two of her cameras. An underwater digi cam and an old brownie camera ;) It was like Christmas all over again! I better put all this stuff to use! Or else!! Wahh, I’ll take pictures later. I’m going out to the bar with my best friend Christine :D! I wish Tatiana could go ,but she has her boyfriend to hang out with :P Even though they already hung out for two days straight and we won’t see her on New Years, womp. I am a jealous girlfriend, fuck it. Hahaha.