the grass to always be green, to be more adventurous, to feel something familiar, to always have music playing, to have my very own soundtrack to my movie, to share comfortable silence, to share akward silence, to be free, to sit in the rain until i’m sick, to travel, to be everywhere, to photograph every person i meet, to love, to french kiss whenever the fuck I feel like it.to crush and not be crushed. to eat hearts for breakfast. to someday create photographs like tim walker but. with my own style ofcourse, to have icecream in a snap, oh and not get fat. to be healthy. to make sushi. to make my coffee perfect, to visit abandoned buildings, to play freez tag. to buy a trampoline, to get a tattoo with my sister. to see the world. to get abducted by aliens. to kill a man or atleast get into a fist fight. to find a sadistic lover or just a lover, to be more productive, to have a room full of books. to write a book. to find a journal. to burn all my journals. to dream forever.to get my neck piercing but. no scars. to always be bruised, to visit atlantis and become a mermaid. yeah talk about the life uhhhhh. to meet someone so interesting, to meet adam only, to be twelve again. to camp out like in the movie stand by me with my four non existent bestfriends. to discover a new breed of species. to sing a song and actually sound somewhat okay. to play an instrument and stick to it. to always be inspired and you know what i always am. eh enough of this….
I love this weather, it’s so crazy! Hello Mother Nature (: only downside is that I can’t play B-ball in the nice SUN. Hmmm I’m off to work out now oh and I found these old photographs from last april, that Journal is filled with so many secrets. I mean so many, my parents would fucking flip the fuck out. My friends would flip the fuck out, MY UNBORN or should i say Adopted children would flip the fuck out. Oh 2009, what a lovely lovely year hmmm 10 IN 2010. Baby, where you at? You must be special.
I think that’s what i’ll put up for my next gallery, still no theme because it’s in a month but, yeah. Atleast it shows I don’t stick to just one type of photography. I’m in the library right now, bored as fuck. My next class is at 10:30, i’m taking japanese :) Eh and I’m happy cause I’m pretty sure I got my dot. COM !
be healthy which is kind of a sucess! I do need to be more strict though.
Take more photos :) and yeah that’s good. But, still I need to set up more shoots.
& to be less crazy and well, that’s going good minus New Years Day ahahha but, my bestfriend says that doesn’t count. soooo Goooooood btw.
Also I’m supposed to be giving up both kinds of icecream until i like someone? eh and it’s been seventeen fucking days and I feel so needy. fuck life. It’s just one of those days. I think I’ll be fine tommorow, gosh. OH but, There is one exception to this resolution. I love holidays.